[DIARY] bday and aesthetics! ( ´ ▿ ` )

 

welllll hello hello everyone!! Caroh here again with a new blog!! Today i kinda want to like discuss(?) some things in my mind rn and all and, like usual, about my stupid baka life happenings heheheheeee hahahahaaaaa ik nobody cares but like i also dont care so i enjoy oversharing here heheheee hahahahaaaaa anyways lets get started!!!!
**written aug11**

picture i posted on my priv insta and on napo bulletins

So my birthday was, um, august 7! 18 now!!! insane!!!! i'm an adult!!!! minors DNI /j!!!! No but in all seriousness, I just came home and got my diploma, pretty sure the actual grad event is in like two days so i'm quite nervous, feels so strange to just be like done? with school? like, i've been here my entire life and now its just over on some random tuesday????? are you serious??? I had the CUTEST!!! cake ever btw!!! look look!

I took a 3 hour long nap and after i woke up i took a (second) shower, this time now washing my hair as i did this morning, and i thought about what is exactly my aesthetic supposed to be?? like, outside of me-things is there out there some kind of name or something to it?? so i thought maybe i should make a playlist and some sort of collage thing as a way to define it in a simpler way, so here goes nothing...

i did this on kilonotes on my phone using a bunch of stuff i got from pinterest and tumblr, i don't really like it but its the best i could do... I used keywords like morute, yume kawa, pastel, pastel goth, pastel scene, (insert specific interest), holographic, internetcore and so on! I also used a bunch of stickers on the kilonotes app for decoration and stuff, I couldn't figure out how to add gifs tho but whatever, doesn't matter

Also, while i was making this, i thought why not look for color palettes that i feel in-tune with? kind of like adding some extra color (badum tsss) to the collage thingy, so sthat's exactly what i'm going to do as well, i like a lot of colors but i think i can pick my favorite kinds of color palettes anyway, more specifically that i like to wear or decorate my room/objects/websites/socials with (˶• ֊ •˶)

ugh this is the best i could do, i think you kinda get the idea that i freaking love pastels, but specially pink and rainbows and shit lol, i love the entire color palette of NSO honestly, my favorite icecream is actually napolitan so i added the colors cuz yummy hell yeah i love napolitan icecream and i also love my little pony colors specifically fluttershy and pinkie pie (funny enough, my favorite one is actually rarity lol). Thinking about characters, i thought of maybe compiling a bunch of character desings that, in my head, align very very well with my personal aesthetic (these will be in no particular order and i mean the DESIGNS not exactly the CHARACTER if that makes sense... hope so...)

sorry for the shitty quality i fucked up with the canvas size...

i love the fack that none of these characters are similar except for like the general pink esthetic and/or soft design features that make me go awwwww that's so me guyyyyysssssssssss

This is honestly super fun to do actually, maybe some other time i'll so a small collage thingy of characters that i relate to with 0 explanation to it (or maybe explanation?? idk), also, i did the last 2 pics on ms paint, ms paint is FANTASTIC btw like gen srs a really good program i love it yay

oh, yeah, the playlist!! I decided to make it on youtube bc its way easier for me idk, here you got it, pause the BGM and listen to this instead:

and, um, i honestly dont have much to say now... i forgot what iw as writing about, so i guess that means i should finish this and post it, right? Anyways, thanks for reading and stuff, luv u bye byeee