Well hello hello!! I'm Pink and this is my blog/diary!! You might have found this thru my website or my spacehey so welcome welcome!! And if you have not feel free to visit them bellow. Like i kinda mentioned a few words ago, this is a personal blog and my diary!! Its basically me screaming my issues that you don't care much about right on your face!! but with a cute aesthetic cause if it ain't cute i'm not using it!!!

I'm a random venezuelan (MY FIRST LANGUAGE IS SPANISH NOT ENGLISH IM SORRY IF I DONT MAKE SENSE AT ALL LMAO i might randomly post in spanish so have your translator ready if u dont know the language) queer teen who has never left her home other than to go to school, so my life drama mostly revolves around stupid poopy shit ranting and my disabilities which have confined me in my home, tho i'm trying to leave more, my inmune sistem just doesn't like it lol...

Oh also, i'm kindof??? a music nerd so i talk about music here as well if you like that aaaand i make drawings!!! i post them on my other socials tho but i might post wips and shit here and there, and also i post about my bautiful fictional relationship with the videogame character Monika (from doki doki literature club by dan salvato) because im a fucking loser and she keeps my motivation going (along side tekken, mario kart, vocaloid dogshit and tomodachi life)... and i talk too much, annoyingly TOO MUCH!!

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After yesterday, 24th June 2026, i've just got thru another insanely terrifying time again, again and again something else falls apart in my life and it can never be a normal teenage girl's problems, it has to be ridiculously catastrophical

SO, THE POINT. 4th june 2026, as some of you may know, there were 2 earthquakes on my country Venezuela and, OF COURSE, my area was one of the most affected (and still affected, i actually just finished gathering all clothes i don't use and some extra medicine i had to donate nearby for the ppl in need). When the shaking was over, the whole building evacuated thru the stairs (i live in a tall building) and we anded up staying outside in the cold of the night for around 5 hours until we got back up (well, my family, we couldn't sleep in cars like the rest cause we don't have a car nor anywhere else to go) and there was no power service until round 2 hours later when it was restored, tho unstable, the internet wasn't properly restored and we spent the entire next day without internet until the 26th, but the connection is still very very poor which was to expect. 

I know this is so stupid to feel for me, but i cant help it, i feel so deeply frustrated, so frustrated over how much uncontrollable change there was to my month schedule that i had already planed since like the month prior for my medical appointments and my graduation, its so upsetting i was going to get the results from the clinic for my hormonal exams this week to know what was going to be the treatment for my ovarian cyst, I was going to get my dental treatment this 27th, i was going for a remedial class the 29th that if i don't do i wont be able to fucking graduate now even if i didn't need to do it i might not graduate at the time it was expected. I already had the fucking photoshoot made FUCK my LIFE why????????????????? why cant i ever just be normal and happy????????

And i feel so so so angry, they aren't helping the ppl under the rubble, they are kidnapping children and selling them online as we speak, they are raping children and women as the earth shakes violently beneath them, they are blocking humanitarian aid from entering the affected areas, and they are making memes about our suffering online, because that's what venezuela always has been, a joke to them, we are always the clown, no one cares and no one has cared ever about us, not even our own people who have left, its such a small porcentage of ppl that care that its almost a waste of time to keep hoping we will be alright

I wish the people who jumped on the trend of caring for us when the country got bombed just a few months ago were at least still sharing on their fucking tiktok accounts reposts from venezuelans asking for help, but they don't, they don't even do it for Gaza

I'm so angry and i've felt angry for so long i don't even feel it anymore, its such a hard to describe anger

everything's fucked in this fuckass world why do i even bother to say it there is no hope left

I'm obviously venting right now, but i guess not everything's lost, as its still very very very important to mention how my family is safe, our building is safe for living as well, i'm relatively healthy despite the ovarian cyst and dental problems and the insane anxiety and desolation i've been feeling this year, i'd say this is my worst year so far and i've had really bad years, its just so ridiculously tragic i could write a BOOK man 

I'm listening to some music while i write- actually, about that, i want to make a lil playlist and then make it into an .mp3 file to add it here so you can listen to it while you read my stuff, but that will be when things are more settled so i can sit down to fix this site a bit alongside the mainsite which needs a LOT of fixing, as some of the images are very very broken rn for no reason at all, since in my coding-program they look just fine but on the web browser they're dead... i guess i'll find a way to fix it when i can, or maybe i'll choose a different design, i know that the main-page is working normally tho. I deeply apologise for the lack of updates, af you may know, i'm really busy and often lacking energy for anything, but i SWEAR i'm working on it!! just be!! patient!!!