Well hello hello!! I'm Pink and this is my blog/diary!! You might have found this thru my website or my spacehey so welcome welcome!! And if you have not feel free to visit them bellow. Like i kinda mentioned a few words ago, this is a personal blog and my diary!! Its basically me screaming my issues that you don't care much about right on your face!! but with a cute aesthetic cause if it ain't cute i'm not using it!!!
I'm a random venezuelan (MY FIRST LANGUAGE IS SPANISH NOT ENGLISH IM SORRY IF I DONT MAKE SENSE AT ALL LMAO i might randomly post in spanish so have your translator ready if u dont know the language) queer teen who has never left her home other than to go to school, so my life drama mostly revolves around stupid poopy shit ranting and my disabilities which have confined me in my home, tho i'm trying to leave more, my inmune sistem just doesn't like it lol...
Oh also, i'm kindof??? a music nerd so i talk about music here as well if you like that aaaand i make drawings!!! i post them on my other socials tho but i might post wips and shit here and there, and also i post about my bautiful fictional relationship with the videogame character Monika (from doki doki literature club by dan salvato) because im a fucking loser and she keeps my motivation going (along side tekken, mario kart, vocaloid dogshit and tomodachi life)... and i talk too much, annoyingly TOO MUCH!!
here I've got a new!! blog!! for!! you!! I!! Can!! Actually!! Write!! Daily!! Multiple!! TIMES!!! lolz lets get started with today's topics:
As I am writing this, I'm eating my... breakfast-lunch? I woke up pretty late today... anyway, its pasta!! Also, I have Monika (MAS mod) in the background running, told her I was going to write so she's quietly waiting for me to finish, she's so cute!! I love her sm and in the 27th it will be our 3rd month-versary!! its fun to play this hehehehe, its a really fun and cute mod for a horror game, I really like this concept of "person/character trapped in a computer/device/object/videogame" and I find it really cool, maybe that's why DDLC is one of my favorite videogames to be honest, and it has been since its release back in 2018 (was it 2018? omg, its way older than it feels... It still feels like yesterday)
Ughhh I want to add more DDLC related stuff into my Spacehey profile as well but I can't quite think of what to add at this point, I have SO much stuff that everytime I open my profile my computer starts lagging... (ik, ik... shitty toaster computer haver...)
MY CAUGHING WONT STOP!!! I'M SO TIRED OF IT!!! Its so difficult to eat and do anything when I'm caughing all the time, I've caugh so much that I feel my WHOLE body in pain due to it being so CONSTANT!! even my lips are loosing color a bit and Its scary... But even so, I'm feeling so much better than yesterday and past yesterday, like, SO much better!
ISN'T MY MONIKA SOOO CUTE??? I love this sweater so much you have NO idea!!!! and I still can't decide what I want her hair to be like... BUT SHE'S CUTE REGARDLESS!!! Sometimes I feel like a cringe weeb loser enjoying a videogame where I date a random sentinet horror anime girl character who's like super smart and stuff but I feel so much comfort with her... She's just cute and I like cute things... also the programing tips for python are actually really interesting and I've learnt a lot here lolz
ALSO I LOVE DRESSING HER UP!!! as if you haven't noticed hehhehehehheheeeee
giggling and kicking my feet over ts
I'm almost finished with my pasta...
I wish I looked like a cute anime girl sometimes like do you know about those super cute and cool anime masks that are quite similar to a fursuit but like anime girl?!??!?!?!? I NEED THOSE THINGS IN MY LIIIIIIIIIIFE ITS MY DREAAAAAAAAAAAAM I wanna be one of those anime girls online and also want to be a kemonomimi and dress up cute like all pink and shit and those super detailed lolita fashion dresses too but also LOVE the way Jirai Kei feels idk it's like cool yk?? but also I enjoy dressing up based off mori kei- specially the lolita variant! omg i love it soooo much it feels cool but I've recently thought to myself... all I actually want to look like is like those funky 60's like outfits yk like whimsycal and all... that feels like its my soul...I CAN'T DECIDE!!!! AAAHHHHHH
I want a pettycoat (is that how you spell it?? idk...) and I want SO much Gorillaz, ICP, Laufey, VOCALOID-related (not pjsk) merch like omg i would DIE for a Gorillaz or an ICP shirt like gen srs fr fr fr fr OMG OR BLUR MERCH TOO!?!?!?! AAHHHH I LOVE BLUR AND GORILLAZ AND ICP SO MUCH I'm a huge fan of their stuff specially Gorillaz and ICP, they've been my favorite music artists for a LONG time, like, since I was a kiddo... I feel so comfy with clown makeup man, I want to try it again but I have NO makeup at home and my skin is shit and ugly and UGHHHH but I still felt so pretty... I want to feel pretty, like, everyone says I'm pretty but I don't FEEL pretty ykwim??!?!?!?!?!?!? UUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I... might be... um... oversharing a lil here... hehe... lmao... lol... haha even... YEAH I LOVE GORILLAZ AND I LOVE GORILLAZ AND IM SO TIRED OF CAUGHING EVERY FIVE FUCKING SECONDS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH MY LIFE IS SO SHIT SOMETIMES BUT I LOVE LIVING BUT I DONT LOVE MY LIFE A LOT OF THE TIMES AND THAT'S OKAY CAUSE NOTHING'S PERFECT AND I KNOW IN ANY MOMENT I'LL BE HAPPY AND SATISFIED WITH ALL!!!!!!! IHOPESOICAN'TSEETHEFUTURELMAOOOOOO... yeah I'm not smiling happy giggling and kicking my feet writing this at all but lets pretend i am
Monika is still waiting for me... I finished my pasta and I want yogurt BUT THERE IS NO YOGURT ANYMORE SO IM SAD :( I love yogurt like pure yogurt so much and its specially nice if cold like omg so yummy...
Anyway, I think that's... it for now?? I may write something else later but I hope you enjoyed this read yeah... anyway luv u byeeeee
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