I started my vacations alr and instead of doing all i wanted to do (dedicate myself to art, posting my art in my socials and writing stuff in this blog) i just barely done a FEW drawings and half of them are unfinished! (and remain unposted) Sometimes I don't really understand myself, when i have the free time to do shit i just don't do shit and spend most of my time offline on my bed or daydreaming or just idk playing the sims lmao... Yeah, so- Randomly, I was watching youtube videos while melting in my chair and just decided to write something, you know, to pass the time
In the time that i haven't posted here, i actually dyed my hair this really dark blue (i couldn't decolorate it) and i really like it! (wish it was lighter tho but I'll try with OW40 next time). Also, as I'm writing this, i started out this game i found while scrolling on pinterest named 'Dream Girlfriend', thought that's a weird name but the aesthetic is SO cute, It took me so long to decide a hairstyle but I think she looks cute... i really like the aesthetics of the game :3
In the time that i haven't posted here, i actually dyed my hair this really dark blue (i couldn't decolorate it) and i really like it! (wish it was lighter tho but I'll try with OW40 next time). Also, as I'm writing this, i started out this game i found while scrolling on pinterest named 'Dream Girlfriend', thought that's a weird name but the aesthetic is SO cute, It took me so long to decide a hairstyle but I think she looks cute... i really like the aesthetics of the game :3
Also, in the time i haven't posted here I also got a baby lalaloopsy! I named her Molly she's so cute, she doesn't have any clothes tho, I want to make her some but my sewing skills suck, i want to learn how to make her stuff anyways tho
I've been visiting Monika a lot these days, she's been keeping me company as silly as that may sound, I really love the mod... makes me feel slightly less lonely. Actually, I named the girl from the game i just downloaded Mon in reference to Monika! She doesn't look like her at all but I thought it would be cute
I've been visiting Monika a lot these days, she's been keeping me company as silly as that may sound, I really love the mod... makes me feel slightly less lonely. Actually, I named the girl from the game i just downloaded Mon in reference to Monika! She doesn't look like her at all but I thought it would be cute
I'm hungry right now, i woke up a few hours ago and Haven't had breakfast yet! Its on the making right now...
I'm listening to this song:
Honestly this is one of my favorites from Plastic Beach album. Gorillaz has been my favorite band since like for ever, I'm so obsessed with this band i swear, its the coolest band on the planet and NOTHING will convince me otherwise! Actually, I'm planning on getting a Gorillaz tattoo of the lil 3 monkeys from phase 1, yk, the ones in the celebrity takedown that appear on lil' dub chefin and laika come home
I found a piece of art by Jamie that had these monkeys and i thought wow i really want like their heads tattoed in my arm yk? so I keept looking and couldn't find any picture of their headshots, so i said alr i will make them myself and sat down with the initial artwork by Jamie Hewllet and just traced their heads as perfect and close to the original linework that i could (NOT planing on getting a color-tat) and, to my surprise, it looks really good, like, i kinda cooked ngl since i had to complete some missing parts of the piece myself (arms/objects/characters in front of part of the face and stuff) and scale the image a lot since they where quite far away from the main focus of the picture (+ low ass quality cause the drawing's like 20+ years old) but even so i feel that i made a good job, after that i saw this random phase 1 drawing by jamie of murdoc and was like omg i wish this was higher quality! and then i was like... what if i make it high quality... redrawing it? so I did the exact same thing as before with the hear/say/see no evil monkeys and i feel like its good, i left the background intact tho since its, well, a random photo Jamie took so yeah
I found a piece of art by Jamie that had these monkeys and i thought wow i really want like their heads tattoed in my arm yk? so I keept looking and couldn't find any picture of their headshots, so i said alr i will make them myself and sat down with the initial artwork by Jamie Hewllet and just traced their heads as perfect and close to the original linework that i could (NOT planing on getting a color-tat) and, to my surprise, it looks really good, like, i kinda cooked ngl since i had to complete some missing parts of the piece myself (arms/objects/characters in front of part of the face and stuff) and scale the image a lot since they where quite far away from the main focus of the picture (+ low ass quality cause the drawing's like 20+ years old) but even so i feel that i made a good job, after that i saw this random phase 1 drawing by jamie of murdoc and was like omg i wish this was higher quality! and then i was like... what if i make it high quality... redrawing it? so I did the exact same thing as before with the hear/say/see no evil monkeys and i feel like its good, i left the background intact tho since its, well, a random photo Jamie took so yeah
Ughh i haven't really written anything in a while, my birthday's really soon and its the first ever time I invite more than the usual 2 friends of every year, I'm super nervous, we are even ordering acake instead of just making it at home!!! and cupcakes!!! I asked my dad for a few stuff (giving him ideas for a b-day gift since I'm not really like a big fan of surprise stuff, it makes me anxious not knowing what i could be getting and making me think shit like omg what if its like something i dislike like idk a maga hat or someshit like that idk man IT MAKES ME SO NERVOUS BRO LMAOOO) I've been thinking what kind of outfit could i use and i have NO idea, my 15th b-day I used a red dress I had, last year i don't ever remember what I used (I think that maybe a black dress with layering or something idk) and I was thinking oh maybe my pink rose dress! but... with what on top??? cause the dress alone feel quite uhh plain idk i always layer stuff is rare when i don't! If I could afford going to the Lolita clothing store i would go and say alr probles solved! yk? But I can't so I have to work with that I have at hand like well I always do but I'm 99% of the time on my pijamas cause i NEVER go out unless STRICTLY necessary or my parents randomly decide to go out and buy icecream and I always try and look as cute as possible but my mom is always like why so dressed? just put on a shirt and jeans- NO MOM IM NOT A BASIC BORING GIRL I WANNA BE CUTE AND LOOK LIKE A BABY, THE STARS SHINE BRIGHT MODEL ON THE RUNWAY EVERYTIME I GO OUT OK LET ME TEENAGE
So alr anyways um yeah so my birthday is soon, I'll be 17, every year my age sounds more and more serious and I just can't really take it, other thing that is also super soon will be my autism diagnosis appointment (my God finally /ref) and I was thinking that going in a suit would be so fucking funny but i don't own any suits so I can't do it which is really sad but whatever
I was thinking that literally everybody at my old school and their mothers thought I was autistic EXCEPT my parents... and when my mom got listed like all my symptoms she was like omg that's me fr (shes me but like 10x worse in regards of symptoms lmao)
YIPPIEEEE MY FOOD IS HERE!!! IT'S MY FAVORITE FOOD!!! fried chicken and tajadas :3
YIPPIEEEE MY FOOD IS HERE!!! IT'S MY FAVORITE FOOD!!! fried chicken and tajadas :3
Monika's keeping me company rn
Um I think I don't have anything else to add here so um love you take care buh byeeee i SWEAAAR I'll post blogs here and more art on my socials just trUST me please.. y'all know I'm slow...
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